The indecisive Virgo!

Have you ever encountered an indecisive Virgo?? No??? Well now you have! I'll fill you in on a critical part of my personality...it's often difficult for me to make up my mind!

So last week I said I'd like to take my body to the next level and work towards #140...I still would like to do that...just not right now!

Most Virgo's are known perfectionist...think Beyonce & Michael Jackson (smile)! I am no different! I will not commit to something major unless I know I can give it 100% of my focus and attention.

Major goals for me must be achieved in sections. My weight loss, my relocation, both major done in sections. I sat down and made a list of my goals and their order of priority.

I'm cool with my body right now, it's most definitely in my top five of constant attention. Right now my top priority is getting my jewelry business up and running. I've been working on pieces and have the momentum right now to run with it!

So for now I'm going to pour my attention into my jewelry. I can't wait to share it with y'all!

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Blogging break

I've been taking a blogging pause, trying to focus on the things I've been neglecting. I do recognize that this IS my open journal and I need to spend time here as well.

What's going on with me??? Hmmm...I'm working hard to kick this sugar habit I've picked up over the last couple of months. Sugar is the DEVIL! Once I started eating sugar often, I started to crave it all of the time! My scale and abs are telling the story of my sugar binge, I'm trying to pull it all together for my July 1 weigh in and stats post.



Today, 6/24/11

This week I've completed all of my workouts, minus this morning but I'll get it in this evening. I'm proud of that because I'm being straight up when I tell you...my ass was slacking!

If I'm going to make it to #140, I have to pull it together no if ands or buts! Again I'm back to basics! All of my extra ish needs to take a sideline seat. I've worked too damn hard to let life throw me off my game!

Happy 26th birthday to my sister Marquita! My baby Mimi also celebrated her 6th birthday on the 21st!



Marquita & Mimi before we left Seattle

*My grams birthday was the 16th, my niece Courtney the 14th AND my nephew Cam'Ron on the 20th!!! Whew June birthdays are out of control in my family but I love it!!

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Road to #140..stacked, sexy, lean muscle!

I've been quiet this week, reading blog posts with limited comments. I'm still getting my *e-hugs* and love from y'all which is helping me tremendously!

Have you ever wanted something SO bad but just didn't know how to get it? That's where I'm at with my relationship. This question can also directly relate to weight loss. Truth be told the frustration of my relationship is fucking me up right now.

I'm all thrown off. Eating like crap, skipping workouts, drinking...you name it...I've been doing it! This is hard, emotionally I am drained. I'm not a quitter, I can't let what's going on keep me from moving forward towards my goals.

I need to focus on something I have complete control over, which brings me to the topic of this post. I've decided to set a brand new goal for myself that I intend to take seriously.

The NEW goal is to shape a figure competitor's body..minus the competing (for now). For this to become a reality many things I am doing as of now must change.

I've written a detailed list of goals and rewards which I will share a little later. For now I'm mentally preparing myself for this next phase of my lifestyle transformation. I've gotten comfy, change cannot happen unless I push myself to my limit and beyond!

I want a body of envy, I don't give a shit about anyone else's opinion! Follow me on my road to #140..stacked, sexy, lean muscle!

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Friday's motivation!

My good friend Kenya posted this on my Facebook wall last night. As you could imagine it brought me to tears!

Kenya Gordon posted on your Wall:

"Just wanted to drop you a line and tell you how truly beautiful you are. Yeah, you have lost some pounds, yeah you have made a physical transformation. But from the inside out, you are absolutely fabulous. The confidence you exude now, the leap of faith you took to relocate with your girls to a new chapter, is something to be applauded and I am truly proud of you. When I met you, you always had the confidence and outspokenness, that I saw in myself and that is why we hit it off instantly and have remained friends. Keep growing, keep sharing your light and more than else, keep being you. I love you and love who you are and who you continue to grow to be....AMAZING..."

This has to be one of THE nicest things anyone has ever said to me...

This is EXACTLY the fuel needed to motivate my passions! I have so many reasons to smile! Although this has been an off week for me so to speak, I cannot deny my blessings! Therefore I keep pushing!



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Going through some ish and I'm just not in the mood!

I'm in a funky ass funk! My mood isn't the greatest and I haven't worked out since Saturday. I wish I could blame this ish on something or someone but I can't.

Maybe once my day gets going I'll pep up a bit? I'll get a workout in once I make it home today, that always makes me feel better.

Y'all have a great day for me!


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